Baby Rod was my first boy. He wasnt created under the best situation. I was young and naive, his father was a monster and life was unpredictable. My son was a stillborn, I never met him and for that I will forever be regretful. There isn't a day I don't think of him. He would be a grown man right now. I'm sure he would have been a great man. I may not have met him and see him grow. I never got to hug him or take him to school but I imagine it all the time and I will keep him in my heart forever.