Perry Engram

Dad I Missed you very much to find out what happend to you  leaves a big hole in my heart. To let you know im doing good  Married with Two kids  Jadon , Jael Engram . I remember the last time i saw you, It was in the hostpital.. i was so happy to see you dad.. im doing really good i now work for a Tech Company and im  doing good for my self.. I know you would have love my Wife Frida and many ways she is like Mom strong smart. Jehovah's will , I will see you again I Miss you Dad And i will never forget you ,your First born son Ace Boon Coon PJ Perry Engram Jr. See you Soon dad

I found you Dad!  I never wanted to find you this way but I know you are at peace.  I want you to know that I made something of myself.  I am a NYS Trooper, married with three kids.  I wish you had the chance to meet them.  Brandon, Olivia, and Liliana would have loved Grandpa Engram so much.  I never forgot about you.  I looked and searched for so long; at times, I was just a step or two behind you.  I wonder if we ever unknowingly crossed paths in the trains station; or the street.  I never blamed you for anything that happened in our life.  Circumstances can make life a difficult road to navigate.  I know you did the best you could with the restraints you had on you.  It's not easy to succesfully raise a family when you can't even hold a decent job.  I want you to know, the Engram name is strong and I can take it from here for us.  You would have loved my wife, Stephanie.  She looks like this sweet little girl, but believe me, she's tough.  Steph can hold it down and she does.  Stephanie came with me years ago to look for you in Brooklyn.  I wonder if I saw you there.  I'm sorry this turned out the way it did for you Dad.  Mommy is alive and well; so is PJ and Tara.  You have many grandkids. I am hoping to find a picture of you so I can tell my kids everything I remember about you.  I have so many questions; so many things to tell you.  So many missed moments Dad.  I love you.  You rest now.  I will take it from here.  See you when I get there.  Love, Buddha-Alex