I had always hoped you were still alive. You're the reason I became a Private Investigator. I searched for you non-stop for several years with no luck. Not even an indication. The search finally dwindled down to once every couple of months, then once a year or so. I still always had hope. When people would ask about you I'd shrug it off and say I couldn't find you, but I ALWAYS had hope! ALWAYS!!! Well, I got into a mood and did a search, and now I've found you. My hope is gone, my heart is shattered, and I am once again broken into an infinite number of pieces. You are not alone, you are not lost, I finally found my big sister. I love you will all the shattered pieces of my heart.