Kaleb Davis

Verkeyla,

I am also a Mother of an Angel Baby and my heart goes out to you. Nothing is worse than the loss of a child. I want you to know that you are not alone and that many women are your sisters in this. I send you hugs and love and good wishes....and understanding.

Carol

In the dark...
I think of you. You were born... Still.
My mind overwhelmed with thoughts of you.
What would you be like?
How your personality would manifest?
My heart overwhelmed with love for you.
How could you leave me?
Heartbroken
Enraged
A mother loses a son.
Why is this happening again?
The hurt can't be healed.
Time...
It took time for you to grow.
It took time for you to go.
It took time for you to come...
Through my womb to be born... still.

Kaleb,

It is Sunday. I miss you everyday, but my heart is super heavy this morning. Maybe because that brother of yours is giving me a run for my money, maybe because Daddy and I were talking about you last night. Whatever it is. I'm missing you and thinking of you. Sending kisses to heaven. Love you my angel!

Sitting in the dark and I thought about you :(. I thought what you would be doing but when I look at your brother I know exactly what you would be doing!! Auntie misses you. Keep watching over mommy and giving her much strength to keep taking care of your brother. I love you Angel

Kaleb,

You have been on my mind so much lately. Mommy misses you so much.  Daddy and I talk about what you would be doing at this stage in your life, right before your third birthday.  We talk about how you and your brother, Kaiden would have played together and fought and hugged.  I know you will always be my "Little Loaf of Bread" and I won't get to see who you would have become.  Just know you are always in my heart.  

MOMMA LOVES YOU!

It's been two years since you've been gone. My heart is still in pieces!

I love you My Lil Loaf of Bread! Kisses & Hugs. Sleep in Peace My Angel Baby! 

PS I baked you a cake! 

I am Kaleb Cyrus' mother, Verkeya.

I have Lupus.

At 27 weeks, lupus took Kaleb and broke my heart. My husband and I had so many hopes and dreams for our unborn son.

I remember all the fun I had feeling him move.  My dreams were coming true.  A baby of my own.

The night we went to the hospital, I had it in my mind that I would just be going into labor early and he would probably need to spend time in the NICU.  Of all the times in my life to be wrong, I knew the minute the nurse did the ultrasound that he had passed and there was no heartbeat.  The hardest part was knowing I would have to deliver him.

I am still healing. I will always miss him.